Shadow's Heartsound: December 2007

Sudden thoughts.....

Ya its me again.. After hearing what Zzzie said about his Xmas, i suddenly recalled mine.. Although its supposed to be something joyful, but before the joy was a damn terrible and horrifying experience. To think of it, it still terrifies me. It happened last october and ends on e Xmas eve night. Its too private to be blogged here, as i said i will not reveal all the things that happened.. Just a rough idea of my feelings will do.. I dunno and i dont care how miserable and how much sufferings you had in your life to said mine as a small thing, or im not e most unlucky person on earth. Bcuz im who i m.. If i cannot even managed my own things well, why do you think i will even be bothered about others? I really hope i can get outta the "SHADOW" of that incident and gradually lead a happy life with her ever after.. That is how my nick came by.. "SHADOW" By my godsister DION.. She says im living in my Shadow, y not just use it as my name.. And im using it till now. Is December really such a EMO month to live in? Im not too sure either, few friends of mine also feeling very down in this month. Hope i will have a wonder Xmas this year given all the blessing from my friends, family and BAO. And hope my family and all my friends, bro, sista, buddies, GF, will feel the same too, staying happy, blissful and healthy always.....

Love ~ ~ ~ Shadow

12/12/07

Ytd was a very Sad and Contradicting night for me. Something happened.. Im supressing my feelings so long until it exploded last night. I wont say in details what happened. But i hope this is really the last time. I will make my stand firm the next time you're like this again.. If i dont LOVE YOU and wanna BE with YOU do you think we can LAST till now? Just use abit of ur analysation and common sense. There is alot things i will not reveal in my blog. I got my own reasons. The only thing i can do is to keep to myself. Only individuals who knows me well enough MIGHT know what im going through.. I may laugh, smile, joke around, entertain you people BUT there will also be times when im down just like any other human beings...

OK LAH enough of e UNhappy part.. Chatted with VioVio and she make me laugh like hell, as blur as a sotong, guess she is really tired le.. Went off to bed. Taught her how to use Whosgoing.. Hope its not SOMETHING BAD bah.. Shes a fast learner by e way :) Nvm about those BAD THINGS inside... I will Protect her cuz she is UNDER ME! HOKKIEN BENG! And she is POTATO LIAN! The UNbeatables pair .. LMAO!! OoPpSs...

And let me do a posting on ANGEL meimei de birthday bah :)

Saturday 08/12/07

1st time she dug $$ outta her wallet to treat me eat. Sushi tei somemore.. Mai siao siao ohh.. :) But i dunno why have to RUN ALL THE WAY FROM TOWN TO SERANGOON to eat it.. Somemore there is no tables available have to wait for 20mins !! *ANGRY* After the meal i accompanied her to bugis to do her hair as well as meet my BAO at funan to take her lappie.. Queued for DAMN XX de long can.. Imagined we can go kopitiam buy a can of whatever drink, went downstairs to smoke, debate abit, smoke again then went up, XX de XXX still got 200 over ppl ahead of us? SIAO BO? Then BAO dunno use what mei ren ji (Beauty seduction) then jitao no need to follow the Queue, went to another Queue waited for 5mins and its OUR turn.. Took the lappie took a cab home and prepare to go St James for Angel meimei de birday :) 2 weeks ago de sat opened 6 bottles martell, last week open how many? 7 loh.. haa.. SIAO 1 !! Ok lah see pics mai loso le.. :)

HEY HLB dont bully m

e! Haa haa.. Like real :P

Leileiwin meimei and Angel meimei

My Tempura and Cha Soba

BIRDAY GER.. Wee U WeeT :)

With UNCLE AJ

With Motie :)

with Leileiwin

With RX8 :X oppsss

with Jordan

This 1 you dunno who I SLAP HO LI SI AR !

She says she likes this e most bcuz its VERY GONG! lols

AHEM!!!!!

Zzzie and Korkor

WHO?? SUPERSTAR ANDY LIN DOW DOW !

HOW DARE you try snip off my weapon !!!

She said take pics with chio Bu needa siam so far meh? Of cuz im YANXXX lei :P

LASTLY of cuz is my BAOBAO lah.. Nvr hear b4 SAVE THE BEST FOR LAST MEH?

Ok lah pang kang liao.. bye peeps :) Have a nice day ahead.. <3>

Random post

Fri night.. YES!! Fri night is the night, feeling alright yeah yeah .. After tonight will be my rest day.. So happy? No! Because eventhou its a WEEKEND, i also nvr get to rest much.. Dunno whats wrong with my bio-clock.. I cannot sleep for long now. Please!!! Teach me how to be a pig!!! :( Nothing much to do in office now.. MSN-ing, Whosgoing-ing, 摇脚-ing, talking to e lamest person in e whole universe>>>My colleague<<< :X oppss i nvr mention he is JOE ar.. SSsHhhhh.... i'll blog to e future n e past for this post.. Tmr is a LONG day for me.. Morning going orchard to buy some stuff for ***** secret charac.. press code to activate.. ( up up down down left left right right ctrl AB select start) familiar? :P Then afternoon.. 2pm got a FREE yes..Correct!! 免费SUSHI TEI treat ! WooT ! 什么东西是最好吃的... ANS: 免费的咯 :P Then after that dunno whether wana go home slack awhile OR accompany e Queen of e day to do her 毛 :X and DF here we come again :( Sian right? 他奶奶的 Everyweek oso same place same things. 4.5 more hours to my Weekends. 加油 KAMBATE !! K lah.. Stil got some pics left out for last week's outing n some random pics.. see pics bah.. :)